I enjoy having an adopted drag daughter/son we have become great friends and have only known each other properly for 7 weeks, his mood changes just as much as mine does.
I've had to deal with a great deal of restraint with regards to holding my tongue about certain things, however this is my blog and I shall say whatever I god damn please, such things like I love the people I work with dearly but if I have had the courage to get up on the stage and sing a song that I have chosen I certainly do not appreciate you strong arming And taking over my section, someone is lucky they did not get a stiletto to the back of the head, but as I'm a lady and like to keep myself sensible I just counted to 10 and then just left the stage cause I didn't see the point, basically I feel like the butt of everyone's joke and am just treated like one, however this is where I appreciate the daughter a little more each time. He's always to to pick me up and give me cuddles, or plot evil shenanigans
And as I'm in the mood to let you delve into my psyche a bit more here is an example of my mental state. Imagine being in a group of people you consider good friends now imagine every time you talk someone talks over you and everyone ignores you so you eventually feel invisible and essentially worthless, now imagine that feeling everyday and trying to hide this from your nearest and dearest and the immense struggle of keeping yourself together and composed, these are a few of the things I have to deal with and thought well if you can see me dealing with this then maybe it can help you or someone you know through a little, but until the next time my brain needs uncensoring
Love and best wishes
Ruby slippers xoxo
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