Not entirely sure

Well hello my babies lets just say I have a lot on my mind but won't be sharing all that much with you, just need to sound off if anything.

1 I've worked long and hard to establish my base not to had someone come and take it away, 

2 I'm tired of being made to look like the joke. It's fucking annoying.

3 I physically detest liars, and no matter how good you think you are I will always find the truth, call it a family trait.

4 once my trust is broken it will never NEVER be gained back 

5 saying I'm drunk is not and never will be an excuse 

6 I really hate being cut off or not being allowed to have a say in any conversation, may as well never be there to start with 

Chow for now my babies 

Well I can see this will be fun

Do you ever get those days where you are surrounded by masses of people, most of which are engaging you in conversation, yet you feel completely alone? Well this lady is totally feeling like that at the moment, Don't get me wrong there are a few i would rather did ignore me..

So at the moment I feel like some are pulling away from me and some are totally playing mind games and if i had a tazer gun and slightly less of a conscience im pretty sure i would have gone postal by now

Resisting the urge to give the biggest bitch slap

Well I think the title says it all to be fair but I will elaborate, I love those around me dearly but am constantly let down by the little things, like my paying attention or getting moody with me indirectly why can't they just say what they mean and pay attention 

The fortnight of change

Well this has been the most random and fun at times fortnight, thee have been some fun points and some low points.

I enjoy having an adopted drag daughter/son we have become great friends and have only known each other properly for 7 weeks, his mood changes just as much as mine does.

I've had to deal with a great deal of restraint with regards to holding my tongue about certain things, however this is my blog and I shall say whatever I god damn please, such things like I love the people I work with dearly but if I have had the courage to get up on the stage and sing a song that I have chosen I certainly do not appreciate you strong arming And taking over my section, someone is lucky they did not get a stiletto to the back of the head, but as I'm a lady and like to keep myself sensible I just counted to 10 and then just left the stage cause I didn't see the point, basically I feel like the butt of everyone's joke and am just treated like one, however this is where I appreciate the daughter a little more each time. He's always to to pick me up and give me cuddles, or plot evil shenanigans 

And as I'm in the mood to let you delve into my psyche a bit more here is an example of my mental state. Imagine being in a group of people you consider good friends now imagine every time you talk someone talks over you and everyone ignores you so you eventually feel invisible and essentially worthless, now imagine that feeling everyday and trying to hide this from your nearest and dearest and the immense struggle of keeping yourself together and composed, these are a few of the things I have to deal with and thought well if you can see me dealing with this then maybe it can help you or someone you know through a little, but until the next time my brain needs uncensoring 

Love and best wishes 

Ruby slippers xoxo

Why just why

I thought i would type up a lil bloglett just for fun, i think its that time of month again were i get massively emotional for no reason. The sis is hiding, the Boyf is just staying away the baby boy is confused and i cant tell if i want to cuddle and cry or cut someone, 

But always trying to find the positive so we have the bungo to look forward to tomorrow, which i will mainly cover in the weekly main blog, and vent like a mother fucker on this one 

so for now my devoted readers 

Massive Hugs 

lets get probing

Well i thought it was time i did a little blog just for me and those of you who are interested.
So what should we start with, Well you all know me as Ruby Slippers, My real name is Mark Hale, i'm a whopping 33 years old and my mood can go from fantastic to dark in 30 seconds flat

Mark

Ruby 

I started doing Drag professionally only 2 years ago and have had amazing support and help, i still don't think i'm anything special and still am quite shy, i don't talk about my past that often because its not a nice one and to be honest i'm not ready to talk about it.

Now you all may hear me talk about my sister the Lovely miss Monica Tension whos when I am Ruby Is my Sister, but when we are out of drag is my Partner of 9 years Simon

Sid the Boyf 

Monica the sis 

And of course you've all heard me talk about my child and of course i do have photos of me and the lil one

So this is my second Blog where i will be giving those who know where to look the untucked version if you will of the normal blog, so expect this to follow the normal blog xxxxx